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2009-09-14T18:44:00.000+08:00

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happy teacher's day

2009-09-01T19:50:00.000+08:00

yesterday went back to CBSS with alot of my friends.i saw my seniors also.lol.so funny!i saw qing da,oscar jeffery all.lol.thomas also!!!dunno what happen to him.he grow his hair.lol.and the way he looked,like an ugly korean.but of coz,he is not korean.took some pics.but cant upload to this stupid blog.dunno whats wrong with it also.make my life so miserable.

didnt get to see mdm ismail.coz she went for throat operation.very sad actually.that idiodic menon!!!feel like slapping her.she changed all the teachers in chong boon.wa biang eh.siao.this coming thursday is my piano exam.suay suay suay!!!

O level Oral 2009

2009-08-24T21:24:00.000+08:00

oh god!
tomorrow is my o level oral.quite stress actually.gotta think of some difficult words to use in my sentences.but i got no idea what to use you know!coz i dont really speak english coz my parents are chinese educated.only speak in class with my friends...oh no...how?!

oh ya,me and jung min will be having oral together.i mean same date,but different school.so sad.lucky yvonne manage to accompany me go back to CBSS.lol.hoping that she wont cancel the meeting.if not,think i have to wear mask and borrow cap from jung min.went into the school like a thief.lol.

he is a dumb ass ok!didnt even know when is oral.still told his frineds that oral is far away.not so soon.but who knows that when he open his entry proof,is tomorrow.the best part was,he dont know what time starts.so clever hor?!dont even know.i have to remind him to check after he got home.lol

hmm...make my life so miserable.why cant schools make our life more simple?OMG!!!got to go now.byebye.

To My Beloved Class Of Dedication 5 2007

2009-08-17T19:16:00.000+08:00

i saw this piece of paper in my drawer.i felt so meaningful and decided to share with all of you.here it says:

It's been 4 years that I've spent with you,
And we've experience so much together.
The greatest challenge I have to go through,
Is letting go all of you for the beter.

This is something I've never done before,
To be completely honest with you.
It's my first time seeing you through all 4 years
So I know what it must be like for you.

Letting go is never easy,
To move on is even harder.
I can understand your anxiety,
But life must continue for sure.

You've heard me say this before,
But I'll say it again once more,
And end must come to all good things,
To make way for better things the future brings.

But before we part,please give me this chance,
To say my final words to you,
From the bottom of my heart,I can't thank you enought,for allowing me to grow with you.

Through teaching you I've learnt so much.
And I've become a better person.
Right now I feel very touched,
And all of you are my reason.

When you were in secondary 1,things were different.
I'm sure you can still remember those days.
From bad memories,we learn from our mistakes. Good memories stay with us all the way.

In this business of selling knowledge,
And in nurturing your hears and minds,
I had to adapt to your uniqueness,
I had to be cruel,to be kind.

So now I seek your forgiveness,
For being so hard on you.
I hope by now you understand,
Why I did what I had to do.

I often asked myself this question,
"What of life's lesson do I most want you to lean?"
My answer to that is very basic,
It's self-love,for yourselves,that I most yearn.

To prepare you for life is my ultimate goal,
Besides preparing you for exams well.
Whether or not,my mission I'll achieve,
I suppose only with time,can we tell.

All that I have wanted to do for you,
I've already done so before today.
Now what's left for you to do,
Is to apply what you've learnt in a meaningful way.

You are now at the crossroads of your lives,
You have major decision to make.
Choose wiselt,consult and seek blessings.
For the results are either made on break.

As you end this chapter of your secondary school life,
You will be starting a new book afresh.
This end marks a new beginning,
On a clean slate for you to start from scratch.

As I stand before you right now,
I have absolutely no regrets.
We've been talking about this since January.
And this I'll never forget.

Of all the gifts in this world,
I've given you the best.
You've received the goft of time from me,
It's irreplacement unlike the rest.

You know how much I love you.
And I'm proud to be your teacher.
I'm really blessed and fortunate,
To have taught you is an honour.

I wish ypu every happiness,
In all that you wish to persue.
You will always be in my thought and prayers,
Though I will not be physically with you.

Now I must let you all go,
Since my big babies are all grown up.
Though ponting is such sweet sorrows,
The natural flow of things,we must not disrupt.

I will most certainly miss you,
And I'll think of you now and then.
And as I recollect and reminisce,
I'll pray you'll be in good hands.

So finally the time has come,
For all of us to part.
Just remember one thing,
You have a special place in my heart.

From,
Mdm Lenny Ismail

Mango and camera

2009-08-14T21:12:00.001+08:00

An-nyong summeka!

im back honeys...

i thought baby K will be coming.coz yest asked him he said yes.lol.end up he is not here today.so sad.actually,i brought camera to school today.wanna take his pic also.well, maybe he has x-ray eyes to look through my brain what is was thinking about.so he dont want to come.lol.

actually,i already forgot that if im not wrong,is on tues i treated jee ihn pineapple-orange juice.yet she remember vividly.lol.this morning during break time,she gave me $2.i asked her why.she said you forgot already?i said forgot what?that time you treated me juice.now is my turn to treat you back.i think that is korean style.if you treat them,they must treat you back also.cannot owe anything from other people.jae soon also.i bought her yan yan,she will buy me back another one.end up we shared together.

so sad.brought camera today,but didnt get to take with ayuni.she is part of us also.haha.though sometimes she might be yaya,can say that she is a not bad girl.though she is one of the branded stuff fan.lol.sometimes she get so aya that you wanna give her 1 type slap.when she was in good mood,she's really good.lol.what can i ask for now?the first time i stepped into the class,i told myself that the 2 koreans must be my friend.fulfill now.close somemore.ayuni not bad also.now is baby K.he is my target now.lol

oh no no.got to go now.im picking some news songs for my kubby now.lol.see you all when im free again ok!

loves,
mr 'jackson'
OWW!

baby K

2009-08-13T18:47:00.000+08:00

lol!
today baby K didnt go for his pure geo.he went to Lavender to shop with joseph.he was looking for blazer.black colour.at fisrt,i thought he is not coming for ms angelee class.but he came!YES!im so eager to see him everyday!haha.omg!he was wearing bead bracelet!marron colour.so aunty!!!

well,get back to him.steven hide his blazer behind a block thingy.when he came back,he kept looking for it.den mr angelee gave him back.den he asked whether we want to see him wear on it or not.this smoker is super skinny ok!he wore it.den i turned around to let us see.ms angelee asked samantha how is it.she said not bad.den she asked me.i said the blazer is nice,but not the man(meaning baby K).i said this while looking at him,he looked back.he ask me why.but i didnt reply him,just kept admiring him.lol.

suddenly,ms angelee burst into laughter.she said:"the most quiet one is the most cruel one".haha.im always cruel.those who knows me will know.right?!i can be very quiet,but at the same time i can be very cruel.lol.is this fate?i kept asking myself.if i went to the toilet on the way to classroom,he will pass by me.everytime.

when i went out for warm water,he will be sitting there like a dying man starring at me.when im on the bus going shopping,i'll see him somewhere.when i missing him hopping he will appear infront of me,he will always there.i don't know why.BUT,someone going to snatch him.who is carmen.she likes him.i don't know what to do.i cant say that i like him.cannot!right?someone please tell me what to do.lol.

get well soon baby K and chin gu

2009-07-30T13:12:00.004+08:00

oh no...
baby K sick again! so poor thing
he has low immune system.coz he is a heavy smoker.so sad.yest thought he will come eat lunch with us.but end up he borrowed money from jae soon le den go AMK Hub eat.think he was with his friend.not very sure.but he was really sick.steven and jae soon keep saying he is my husband.hahaha.so happy and embarass!!!

having stomachache,so when out to the admin area to get warm water.saw baby K sitting there.he was taking his medicine.poor thing.wanted to pour water for him.but dunno why,i just walked away like that.bad hor!haha.this is just ok.i went back to class sitting infront of jae soon.when he came in,she shouted so loud and said someone's lover is here.she repeated 3 times you know!!!my goodness!!!i nearly fainted!he looked at me and i looked back at him.den he walked away!nobody in the class knows this secret of mine you know!

went for chem class after miss angelee class.for nothing,i just wanted to look at him.coz he was really sick.i turned back,he looked at me.i was like chua sai lor!i quickly turned back.my heart beat super fast.lol.oh ya.forgot to say things about steven.i was having stomachache,he came in and asked me why.i told him.he give me the painkiller.so thoughtfull of him.haha.1st time a man give me medicine.baby K oso nv do this to me.lol.but,its ok la.he dunno this secret of mine oso.haha.hope he will get will soon.same for jee ihn.

i miss baby K

2009-07-15T21:27:00.002+08:00

an-nyong!

dunno why,1 day never get to see baby K,i will feel wierd.think i really...you know?!haha.really miss him.how i wish he can beside me all the time,play and talk to him.have fun.but not today.baby K is sick.aw..heartache!

aw baby K...hope his stomach and head will get well soon.sarang-hae nam-pyon.baby K.

sick

2009-07-13T18:57:00.004+08:00

michael jackson was so cute!when he was young.look at his sexy hair!hahaha lol.im his fan.well,im sick today.yes,having running nose.this can make me DIE!im so tired.i cant breath proberly.my goodness!

today my baby K was here in school.love him.

today im so embarass!baby K joke that next year he will marry.den jung ihn ask him is it with khin soe.den he say NO.den she ask her what about gervian?he smile and look at me.lol right!!!wa biang!so what lor...so shy.haha.yes,my heart was beating really fast.

that stupid moses!he mocked at my chinese name!!!!idiot.den baby K laught also.steven ask me to repeat my name again.den he looked at baby K.baby K said in korea is GWAN.coz my english is guan.hahaha.he sat beside me!super HAPPY!swang lor!we laught together also!hahaha.im so so so happy today though im sick:)

sarang-hae,

mrs an:)

OMG!&%^*

2009-07-07T18:56:00.007+08:00

hohoho!
an-nyong sumeeda!

so many things to do now.no time to blog go play online games.lol.no time to think about my nam-pyon oso.sometimes i did la recently.miss him so much!msg him.so fun!my friend told me that dont msg him la no use.coz he wont reply.not a single msg.

lol.try my luck everytime.he did!everytime.hahaha.think he is going to sch tmr.his cousin all went back to korea already.he's so rich!thats makes me love him more.lol.not alot of friends nvm,but the most important thing is HAPPY.even if you can be so close to that person,but if you are not happy no use oso.right?

thats what im learning now.dong de ze me zhuo ren is very important.if not,most probably you will get into trouble.coz people will hate you for that.seriously.some of my friends around me get into trouble coz of this.some are no longer friends even in the past they were really best best friend.if nt happy,juz be a hi-bye friend.no harm right?

model in Korea?

2009-07-02T17:39:00.002+08:00

An-nyong!

oh my goodness!!!
Finally!my darling is back!didnt see him for the past 3 days.i was told that his aunty or cousin came here for holiday.he have to tour around spore and arrange their sleeping place.lol.AND,he dye his hair!bright gold i think!omg!he looked so fresh in it.and he wore a bright red shirt!

well,he is still the same.went back to the remedial class,saw him sleeping again.thats him.no choice.carman,my friend,went in with me and she saw him.she nearly scream but can see that shes controlling herself."wa!who is this man?"my korean friend An Jung Min.why?ï asked her."he looked so handsome!omg!"

lol.i remembered the 1st time i saw him,his face is like,ok,kns.but who knows that everyday i see him,he grow more handsome!hahahaha.lol.i thought my taste is really bad.eh,who knows that my taste still not bad.coz carman is quite a pretty lady too.

and and,my friend told me that in Korea,HE IS A MODEL!!!OMG! i nearly fainted!model leh!!!no wonder he walked a bit like CC and walk very straight.MODEL!!!THAT MAKES ME DROOL THE MOST!oh god!i cant help myself for not peeping at him.lol

2009-06-30T17:53:00.002+08:00

an-nyong sumeka!
im back!
long time no see...was busying with my work and im juz plain lazy to post it.lol.well,life still have to go on no matter what happen right?well,last sat went to lingling wedding.i for got to take my sexy camera!@$%&#!so,i have to still pics from my friend.lol.

but now im so lazy to uplaod.YES!i manage to finish my DAL JA'S SPRING!so loving.but i dun like the ending.it was like...lol.i could only find this word to discribe.im going to my granny house and boring more korean movie.i think im not a human.coz no matter how sad is the story,i wont tear.dunno why.lol

im going off to study now.see you again.

sarang-hae

gwan lim<33

lunch at peach restraunt

2009-06-10T17:06:00.005+08:00

all these pics was taken last sunday.coz no time so today den update.lol

Dal Ja's Spring

2009-06-10T14:00:00.003+08:00

oh my.this is the movie that i said earlier on.dalja's spring.so nice!!!like it alot man!though its 2007's korean movie.chae lim is just so pretty.the male main actor is so handsome.he acted in 加油金顺.so handsome la.wonder why korean are so pretty and handsome.haha.i must have a korean boyfriend.no,is a must.hahaaha lol.

2009-06-09T21:11:00.003+08:00

today is my good mood day.dunno why oso.haa.today went to school,thought mr dev will scream and shout at us.but no.during break time hae soon,jeena and me went popular.on the way,she bought me tea egg.so nice.haha.we are like crazy girls.we jump up and down like a crazy small children.

lol.den jae soon came and sit with me and asked some funny ques which is i dunno how to explain.no choice hafta ask wen tao and siang hung.haha.today is a not bad day.hee:)

at granny's house

2009-06-06T19:40:00.006+08:00

all these pics were taken when i was staying at my granny's house.can you see there's a movie pic?that show was really fantastic!although it was a 2007's movie,but really good.the male main actor was really handsome too.love him so much.as for that old dog,her name is cutie.my aunt's female dog.shes really cute.but sometimes she act as if she suffer from zi bi zhen.haha.we played till siao.we love to play with each other.

haha.thingk i hafta go for exercise already.coz at granny hs i eat,watch movie,sleep.didnt eat alot at her house la.coz tryng to eat less.but when i reach aunt's house,i waste all my effort.coz after dinner less than 2hrs,she gave me tiramisu ice-cream cake.den the 2nd one.less a min,sweet time.the natural sweet.luckily is the healthy one.less den a few min,crackers.my goodness!!!after that,she still asked me whether if i want any rice dumpling or not.this is crazy ar?but i really enjoy alot.coz they really treat me good:)so relaxing when i go over there.hahaha.

picnic at the beach

2009-06-01T19:25:00.004+08:00

GDOP

2009-06-01T18:30:00.006+08:00

this is my handsome and awesome "husband"

yest is GDOP.these pics were taken on the way to GDOP.it was so boring and sleepy.but no choice hafta go.lol.and im so blissful.coz 2 pretty kissing me.lol

fishing prawn

2009-05-30T20:56:00.009+08:00

Fishing Prawns

went fishing on sat.it was a great day.ate lotsa of prawns.lol.very nice.jie angeli bought lotsa food oso.35 pakets of cheese tofu.+ others together.can you imagine how many food there are?lol.i love fishing.but i prefer going to the sea.coz i love seas!hahaha

2009-05-26T20:23:00.003+08:00

look!his face again.lol.KIM BUM AND LEE JOO MIN.the most handsome in F4

handsome kim bum

2009-05-24T19:36:00.004+08:00

oh my~

his mei li wu fa dang man!i was deeply fall in love with him!sophia was crazy about lee min ho.haha.didnt get to watch yest.coz went to beach.can you imagine if you are walking with your beloved ones on the beach holding hands?so romantic right!i want oso.ok,tell you all something.yest when we pass by aljunied,me and xf smelled jasmine.theres a ceretary and those burns the dead bodies one.mt goodness.the smell was so strong.i dunno if xf notice or not.i feel icy cold.thats the worst.after smelling of that jasmine.those elderly says that if you smell something like jasmine or ji dan hua,theres something wrong.thank god i didnt see anything.if not ill juz faint and went into coma.lol

2009-05-18T20:58:00.001+08:00

woo~i love my korean-F4's kim bum.look at him.super handsome.oh....i want to marry a korean like him.jung ihm they all like joon pyo.but prefer kim bum.he has a cute face<33

2009-05-07T22:09:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7QO6SjMsmY8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l9PMADGiIKc

2009-05-07T14:55:00.003+08:00

big bang super junior look at these handsy...so handsome right!they are my fav korean boy band.hohoho.sorry sorry sorry sorry....:)

2009-05-01T20:55:00.003+08:00

I, GERVIAN PHUA,***** THAT YOU'RE SO SUPER ANNOYING!I DISLIKE YOU FOR THAT!WHAT I WANT,YOU WANT.WHAT I HAVE,YOU WANT.THE COLOUR THAT I LIKE,YOU LIKE.WHAT I WANT TO EAT,YOU WANT.WHERE I WANT TO GO,YOU WANT.WHAT SONG OR MOVIE I WANT,YOU WANT.WHAT KIND OF FRIENDS I MAKE,YOU WANT!WHICH PLACE OR WHERE I WANTED TO GO,YOU WANT!!!WHAT I WANTED,YOU WANT ALSO.EVEN WHAT I SAY YOU ALSO WANT!ARE YOU NUT?CAN HAVE YOUR OWN STATEMENT INSTEAD OF COPYING MINE?YOU'RE JUST SO ANNOYING TO ME!HOW I WISH YOU DID NT EXSIST.I *****!

2009-04-29T20:23:00.005+08:00

singapore flyer

can you believe?we bought the flyer ticket at $10 only!hohoho/cheaper den you all.haas.lol.and tmr,im going fishing with my daddy!nt going sport day.so happy!hahaha:)

2009-04-24T20:28:00.000+08:00

THIS CLOTHE SO NICE....I LIKE IT ALOT!I WEAR THIS ONE WITH A SHORT,+MY BOOT,WA...SO KOREAN MAN!

2009-04-06T13:12:00.001+08:00

During AGM time.so boring!

2009-03-13T19:27:00.006+08:00

An-nyong:)
omgoodness!
time do fly fast.didnt realise that i had been attending sch for 2 weeks alrd!so fast.the 1st week was quite tough for me.coz im new,and the rests of them started their sch on jan.me and another guy(moses) were the new ones.at first,i thought that im going to "die".

as in i think i cant cope with my studies.coz i have missed so much work and knowledge for the past 2 months.i only joined them the 1st week of march.of coz,1st day,i dun have lotsa frens coz im still very new.eventually,i get to use it with the new life style.and i started to make more frens there.

today,im so crazy with jee ihn.lol.we're so high for nothing.we ate the same food,she teached me korean and play together.haa.so fun!as for jung ihn,she teach me some math.today we sat very far.coz she late for mr dev's lesson.so,i hafta sit with joshua.no choice.after that both (kim chi) sisters arrived.

maybe jung ihn can read my mind through my facial expression.she came all the way back and teach me math.den she will keep coming to check im still alright or not.so sweet of her.as for gym,she always acc me eat lunch or sometimes she will acc me for enrichment oso.

so overall,today is the best.so high that me and jee ihn kept laughing for no resons.lol.enough for that.i hafta do my geo research now.byebye.

2009-03-09T19:15:00.002+08:00

IM NOT A CHICKEN!!!!!

2009-03-08T18:42:00.003+08:00

an-nyong!
long time no see.
was busying studying for my O and im juz so lazy to update my post.only update my facebook.lol.facebook nt bad.ppl can add you even they dunno you.hehehe.i dun have lotsa frens there.but of coz more den 20 alrd.

O level really not that easy to study.hafta put lotsa time and effort for it.to achieve what i want.well,juz got to know some frens there.all lot of foreginers(dunno hw to spell).3 koreans.hehe.so happy.2 are sisther another is a guy.

not bad la.the korean guy if you dun compare to others still exceptable.but if you were to compare,CMI!lol.tmr starts sch again.so tired.lazy to go sch.but cannot.mummy paid for the expensive fee.so cant slack oso.muz work hard!didnt work hard during my ite,hafta work hard now.if not,i will feel sorry for my parents and god.pray for me k!<33

2009-02-27T20:32:00.002+08:00

look at this china girl.tania gnoh.lol...haha.the rainbow had brighten up my evening.too excited to see this rainbow.this is the 1st rainbow i saw i n 2009!so happy:)wee~i love rainbow.its remind me of god's promise to moses.hee.

tania came to my hs to had her lunch and dinner.she came to my hs think about 5 times le ba.the rest of ite frens nv come before.haha.but nvm.mon i start my sch le.9am-5pm.my goodness.wat a long day.but thank god they gave us discount.by god's grace,i my mum can affort to let me study.pray for me that he will give me more wisdom in my studies and give me a good and clear mind.wont day-dreaming and waste her money and effort:)

2009-02-21T20:25:00.002+08:00

wa biang~
tmr im keyboardist man...a few wekks nv play already.now play like very weird.haha.like ci dun ci dun ar...lao aunty.but the good news is,nxt week jie angeli will take over me.super happy.coz nxt week eng & chi together.

tell you all something!chow jun rong's butt really big.bigger than mine.once he use his butt to attack you,you will fall!!!he use his butt to attack me coz he wan to take eliana's tidbit hamper.i wat it oso.so come like an old aunty.take her tidbit.so nt gentlement!right?!

so childish.so we push push push like children.den he got angry.think he lose me.hehe.so he use shurong's hand to beat my sexy butt.at first i thought he is a pervert.beat my sexy butt.i wanted to squeeze his butt already.who knows is shurong butt.lol.lucky ivory nv choose him.if nt she will regret.haa.

2009-02-17T20:47:00.003+08:00

huh...
my phone spoilt already.and my daddy dun wanna buy me a new one.sad.so went to repair last sunday.but look today what day and date already.tues le...and tomorrow im going to my granny hs stay for 3 days.dun wanna use that stupid lao ya old samsung phone.so terrible.

i wan my G900!!!hope they lose or spoilt my phone.and replace me a new one.better is G900.and stupid s****i cant get into the job.and i dunno about it.so me and tania going to look for job again.so sian....my goodness.ok.enough of that.let me tell you all something.

i dream that i married to menglong.you all know who right....the korean show at 7pm de.den i got preg and miscarriage!my goodness.so re xin.and in my dream,im a doctor.lol hahahaha.so er xin and funny lor.but meng long quite handsome la.so can.hehehe.more dreams tonight<33

2009-02-11T20:01:00.005+08:00

what a tired day for me.woke up at around 830am.before i woke up,i dream something funny.lol.i dream that i married to joo ji hoon,the princess hour that prince.my goodness.den my sweet dream gone coz my alarm rang.lol.

before meeting that crazy tania,i hafta do hs work before i go.wash toilet,clean and mop the floor.den i realise i dun have enough time.so rush into the toilet and bath.put on a light make up den there i go.going to tania's hs for lunch.

left her hs at around 12,to see how much the bowling fee is.den went for interview.so pisses off.coz i dun have any working experience.but tania did.so very ps oso.den went to play bowling.so fun!!!i even took video of tania playing bowling.so funny oso.from 1+ played till 4+.

went to her hs for dinner agian.den watch some lame scary movie.but nt that scary.coz i dunno wats the movie trying to say.so the ending left us hanging in the air.the ending not very acceptable and nice.lol.

abd,my phone siao siao already.dunno wat happen to him.crazy phone.pray that i can change my phone as soon as possible!

2009-02-10T21:21:00.003+08:00

this is the belt that i keep saying.i want this belt.sophia and mevis has it also.so i told shurong to belt 1 oso.so we all have the same thing again.last time 4 of us used to have the same thing.not everything,but some.wear boyfriend tee can match this belt.

bought with shurong also.but hers is dark brown.nime is something like orange-brown.at first i dunno what kind of shirt can match this.but thank god i can match it with my cny dress.and im wearing it this sunday.hehe

2009-02-06T14:15:00.005+08:00

HAPPY CHILDREN!

look at the both of them.so cute.but didnt take nicky's photo.haha.i think i forgot to take.yest went JP with jie rebecca for shopping.went there to have lunch,breastfeed erin and than start our shopping.

we walk and walk and because im searching for belt that i want for a long time.in the middle of those shops,jie saw a woman selling belts this and that.so went there to take a look.OMGOODNESS!i saw the belt i wanted!super Happy!!!:)

and the colour i want.guess how much is it?$5 only. i zuan dao leh...coz tania's aunt sell it at $10+.she said orchard sell $30+.but i boought for $5 nia.than jie rebacca said quick,quick pay money.woo~finally i buy what i want.

my next target will be belt also.but is black colour.same pattern as mevis de.but hers is something like orange-brown.but i want black.and than but a black and white shirt.think will be very match.coz in magazine,i saw jessica liu wore it.so nice.with a tube inside.

these few days keep craving for bracelet,necklest and belt.hehe.anyone of you want to donate to me?lol

2009-02-04T19:56:00.004+08:00

DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME.FEEL LIKE GIVING UP EVERYTHING AND GO FOR MY DREAM.FEEL SO TIRED.BUT I KNOW THIS IS IMPOSSIBLE.FEEL SO WRONG.AND IM SO LOST.BUT HOPE MY DREAM WILL COME TRUE 1 DAY.BUT NOT VERY FAR FROM ME NOW.

MAYBE IM SO INPAITIENT.I WANT THINGS STRAIGHT AFTER I PRAY TO GOD.BUT I KNOW GOD WANTS ME TO BE MORE PAITIENT.I KNOW.BUT I CANT WAIT!I WANT IT NOW.I DONT WANT TO SURRENDER EVEN I CANT.

AM I DOING THE RIGHT THING TO HAVE THIS TYPE OF THING?I DONT KNOW.BUT I WANT IT.IM NOT GOING TO GIVE UP!GOD,PLEASE SHOW ME.SHOW ME YOUR WILL.BUT I HOPE YOUR WILL IS WHAT I WANT.THOUGH I KNOW ITS WRONG TO SAY THIS.

I WANT IT BEFORE I TURN 20.MAYBE YOU HAVE ALREADY SHOW ME,BUT I DIDNT SEE IT.PLEASE REVEAL IT TO ME GOD!AND GIVE ME MORE ENERGY AND YOUR POWER TO CARRY ON.

2009-02-04T19:45:00.002+08:00

lok at my new bracelet.quite normal la.but still not bad.i prefer another one.but the one very ex.90+.this one cheaper.30+.but of coz the ex one is much better.

wanted to buy necklest oso.but none of them suit me.so bought this instead.hee.im going shopping with jie rebecca.so i can buy more things.but of coz,daddy's present is more important than everything:)

2009-02-03T20:58:00.004+08:00

NIKI CHOW

look!

shes just so so so PRETTY!and she often work my darling Kevin Cheng.hehehehe.but they quite match.handsome and pretty.so envy:P like them so much.haa:)love them<33

2009-02-02T14:26:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

WOO~

So long never blog already.long time no see:)lol.first,no time to blog.was busying doing something and da sao chu.revise my retest too.BUT,shopping at the same time.hehe:Psecond,my computer's keyboard spoilt!lol.so cant blog any.

new year chu 1 & 2 gone already.so fast.was waiting for chinese new year for a long long time.but now pass already.and this time church aunties didnt give any.except for jie rebecca.but nvermind.what i want to buy already have.except belt,camera and handphone.sony erisson G900.waited it for so long.

this time by God's grace,ang bao $$$ more den 100.hehehe.happy:)nt alot of photos as linying.coz my cousins are quite boring too.nt very close to time.and,the worse part is,i didnt evern know whats their name.lol.

2009-01-25T21:33:00.002+08:00

all these are hao liao....

ate it in a resturant in toapayoh.

there are i more dish i did not take.and thats SHARK FIN!!!coz my hands was too dirty.full of sauted eggs.coz the crab that you are looking at is salted egg deep fried with crab.super nice!and these are mt reunion dinner on friday<33

2009-01-23T17:21:00.000+08:00

2009-01-20T18:27:00.002+08:00

oh so tired!
just came back from piano lesson.i've been practising everyday.coz my practical test for piano is coming.on aug.very stressful too.practical test,retest for nitec,and sch opening on april for retake nitec.omgoodness!

i've so many things to learn and to do with.and lotsa things to handle too.feel like breaking down soon.though im still as lazy as a big fat pig!everything needs money ok!im in financial crisis i think.not my parents,but me.no money to spend during holidays.

have money to spend if i save money.or,if daddy could give me some tips.so that i could save it for shopping.after shopping with mevis,im broke again.hafta save money all over again.i cant even touch my bank account's money oso.mummy says that money can only spend it when im in need.not for shopping.so no choice!

hmm~
this time CNY dun have new year de qi fen.maybe alot of people are having financial crisis oso.
i want money money money$$$!yes,i am a money face.you can call money face.hehe.

2009-01-19T21:14:00.003+08:00

hoo~

just read mevis entry.hoho.so touching.it ok for that bf tee.love you so much!luckily you did not buy me that shirt.else you will be having heartache.coz so expensive down there.bought it expo only for $10.not $30 eh.so expo is cheaper.but now no more great sales already.so thank fod i manage to get the same colour,material and pattern.

really appreciate you alot baby!thanks for your time to have a half day shopping with you.

i'll haunt for that belt till i fing you,belt!you're so important to me.lol.coz i love belts,clothes,bags,wallets and many many more...hoho.after CNY,i will spend all my money$$$.money face$$.but of coz,shi yi feng xian.i did not forget about that.i mean after the offering,im going to haunt for goodies!!!

2009-01-18T22:19:00.003+08:00

crazy

look at the video.oour "wedding"in OCC.

you will laugh:)

2009-01-15T15:52:00.002+08:00

oh i love this song very much.sang by 183 club.though is an old song,but really love it alot.and it sang out my mood today.so sad.look at these 2 gifts?yes.given by baby.tigger.she gave it to me on 2007 before going to USA.the shirt,I LOVE SF.given to me on 2009 this year.

so sweet huh.anyone who give me gifts,i will keep it and treat them like gold.coz it was so meaningful.haa.and tell you all something.i loves teddies ok.not kiddish,but just love them alot la.all meaningful iteams i will keep it.those barang barang,if not meaningful,i will just throw them away.not i throw,but my mum.

coz she say my room is full of barnags already.so hafta throw.but sometimes,i kept it in my secret place.lol.shh...dun tell her ar.if not i hafta waste time to look out for secret place again.today is the last half day for mevis.i did not send her off.think now shes in airport already.

i dun wan to send her off is i dun want to see her backview going into the checkpoint.so sad de leh...though shes coming back on june.but just cant bear to see her leave like this.oh oh.like shes passing away eh.choi!ok.she will be super ok down there.for she lives there almost 3 years i think.time flies ok.

miss you dearie!

love

2009-01-14T22:28:00.002+08:00

hehehe...

i register for nitec again!this time not that stupid service skill,office.this time think is much better.service skill(tourism) or F&B.in clementi.IM NOT GOING BACK TO THAT IRRITATING BISHAN ITE!!!but too bad,my retest will hold there.so no choice.

babe tania took the same couse as me:)but dunno why her good fren dun want to take the same course as us.think theres a better course for her.clementi....is a far place for us indeed.but for our future,thats nothing.coz future is there for us.now hafta fu chu first,than good fortune will come to you.but of coz,hafta work very hard.

cannot diao er lang dang already.must be serious for sch work,retest and piano.GOSH!piano!this aug im taking piano grade 5 test.aiyoyo...sian ar!GRR!stupid.actually i stoped piano lesson already.but teacher told me to go back.

nvm la.now,i want to find job too.so that next time i got money to spend.can travel all around the world!!!I LOVE TRAVELLING!!!if i cant be a _____,i would like to be a _______!so fun eh.hehehe.siao.think all these nonsense too much already.now jin rong fong bao oso.think during CNY the relative will give $2 nia.so little hor.+ this year dun have extra $10.coz grandpa pass away.but standard.granny,$10.no change.who will give me $50 or $100 in an ang bao?

oh no no!

what a money face$$$

must find a good looking,muscels,tall,sunshine,loves beach alot,siao shun,love god + most important!full of money de boyboy!hehehe.lol.think wont come true la hor.only in my dreams.like lee wan,rain,nat ho and all the handsomes in the world!!!oh no.fa hua zhi.nvm:)

$$$miss money face$$$

2009-01-12T16:47:00.004+08:00

Beautiful girl

look at this cute and beautiful girl.im so proud of her,to have such pretty and adorable baby.i know i know.if let jie rebecca see this entry,she will say,of coz la!must see who is her mummy ok!her mummy is cute and pretty too.thats why her daughter oso.

see!i can remember her sentence well.coz she alway says this when i praise her baby girl.hai~cannot stand her.shes oso a crazy mummy.and think shes always free.last min ask her go out oso can de.but now i dunno.

this fri going out with her.see!so free.lol.

this pic was taken on fri.daddy fetch us go changi beach after lunch.mummy cooked zhu jiao chu and lotsa food.invite aunty zhenying,dearie mevis,shurong,jie rebecca and her 3 kids.actually wanted to go out with mevis.but her mum wanted her to acc her watch red cliff.so end up at changi beach.

2009-01-12T16:30:00.003+08:00

Last pic this is the last pic i took with her yesterday.this coming thurs shes going back to USA,california already.have a great time and shopping with her this time.and bought nice shirts too.hehe.and had a new hair style too.lol.but looked weird with it huh.maybe i still dun use to it.this is the first hair cut for 2009.siao.

ok,shes going back.and all over agian.wait for her to come back again on june.but this time she will bring andy(bf) back i think.that day overheard about it.hee.all the best to you dearie.maybe 1 fine day will go there and look for you too.and you will bring me to lotsa place:)

yes yes.

alot of you might think how come all the pics got her.coz really love her ma.think will put for a while only la.maybe not in blog but maybe somewhere else.hehe.if go out with you all ill oso put your sexy face.

maybe you think that i never treat you as good friend or what.but thats not ture.coz i dun have the right to decide what type of friends you can make or whay kind of friends you cant.as long as that friend is good and not those teaches me bad things i will make friend.

im not hl or what.just that making friends hafta open your eyes BIG BIG and see.

2009-01-03T21:40:00.002+08:00

went eastcoast on wed i think.if nt it will be thursday den.

super fun!morning jie mes me to see wherther wanna go cycling with them or nt.and mum agreed too.+ daddy is not working.so daddy drive and bring us go.

so we rented 3 bikes. 2 have babies seat.another was couple de.shurong sat infront and i sat behide.coz,i dunno how to ride!!!lol.this is so embarrase ok!and lotsa fny thing happened.like,we cant turn properly all these.were like clowns riding bike.thik clown better than us.

and meimei gracia went to our hs for a stay.but middle of the night,went hm.coz she kept crying.cant sleep.coz the moment i put her down,she will wake up and start to cry.so very scared.but she is a very adorable girl!

2008-12-30T19:53:00.002+08:00

wanting to join this pet society for a super long long time!finally i found it!the purple creature that you saw is my cutty pet called,purple.cute huh!now its at his playful time.kor and jie rebecca are my fren in this game.

2008-12-30T19:21:00.001+08:00

yest went to mind cafe with mevis,me,linying,kelvin,junrong,jianhui,daniel,fatty and joshua.quite fun la.play till nearly 6+ den go hm.tired oso.lol

2008-12-28T17:51:00.003+08:00

did you realise that our shirt and shoes are the same?

yes!we bought it yesterday.nice right...but in these picy,i looked so dark and weird!yucky!and yes,mum treated mevis for lunch.but theres some uthies there too,except aunty zhenying.

there were aunty zhenying,mevis,me,linying,alvin,kaiqi,sockyong,banana,jianhui,fatty and joshua.but we ate seperated.coz not enough tables and chairs.so happy today.and nearly forgot to take ppicy with her.so cam-wholing in the car.but not very nice.and im trying facebook too.still very new to it.

2008-12-27T21:49:00.003+08:00

yay~
today went shopping with this girl.
shes really sweet and gentle.so kind-heart.really like her alot.today went to a few places for shopping.1st,met her at amk hub.wanna buy belt there.but cant find any.so we bought shoes.bought the same kind of shoe,but diff colours.hers is black and mine is white.hers is nicer.mine look abit like christmas.and mevis bought 2 shirts there

next,dentise.when dentise for almost 45 mins.den headed to J8.wanna buy the same wallet as mine.but too bad,left with pink.white is nicer.so no choice we went to bugis.deni bought her 1 belt.she'll be wearing it for tmr's service.

and she bought another 2 shirts.and i bought only 2.2 are bf t.but dun look like.1 of our bf t was the same.coz we both like it very much.and plan to wear it tmr and our shoe.woo!so happy to be with her:)
love you mevis<33>

2008-12-26T15:04:00.004+08:00

these 2 celebrities

look at the both of them...my favorite celebrities.jeantte aw and felicia chin.so pretty.enjoyed watching their shows...**** **** *** *** *** ** **** ** **** ***!!!i really cant wait!

anyway,tmr im going out with mevis<3

and i needed a belt long ago since my belt broke for dunno how many months ago.and will go to J8 buy mevis's wallet and spend the rest of time at bugis.wanna buy lotsa clothes.think mevis will buy more than me.she's richer.can go ATM.but i cannot.so sad.only have cash,but less than $100.so theres a limit.

cant wait to go shopping!!!im rotting at home now!oh!i hafta buy birthday present for daddy too.nxt month is his birthday already...huh...cant spend too much money on clothes already.see tonight he wanna "donate"dome money to me or not.i want to be like them!!!earn so much.so that can buy whatever i want!!!

2008-12-25T22:52:00.007+08:00

place where we celebrate christmas

can you see this building?nice right?abit nonya feel.but its not.look at the designs.not bad hor.took it at Joo Chiat Road.went there to have our christmas dinner.but of coz,not this place.this is a hua zhan.old ppl's hua zhan.and this is their's building.

this is the inner part of the building.nice and so classic?i felt that way too.so beautiful.

like this staircase alot.the design.woo~

see this one?

guess wats inside....

SOUP!!!

super delicious!

it hot outside!

so china feel.

this was the place where we had our dinner for today.looked delicious?quite nice actually.inside of this shop is so china,but beautiful.all the waiters and waitresses were from china too.but their food were not too oily or too disgusting to swallow it.fun fun...

after dinner.we walked all the way down to see if any nice stuff or not.and guess what kind of shop we saw...its a nonya shop.woo~remind me of little Nonya.and yes,the food you saw in the tv,is where they got it from.and theres prove from Mediacorp.1 aunty was selling all the nonya kuehs...not too bad...quite nice.the aunty's mother-in-law is a traditional nonya.

the zhao pai is jin choo in chinese.but in eng i forgot already.and theres a leeter from Mediacorp saying that thanks for your supplying of foods.coz all kuehs or nonya food was from her.good lor!dhe can eat her nonya food everyday till she vomit.i want also.lol.

well,

this morn finally i saw mevis.i thought she gain some weight.but look at her,i think still the same.same nice figure.she a very sweet and nice girl i ever met.compared to the rest of my friends.no wonder my mum like her alot.

think we will have alot of fun.lol.but dun wanna tell you all.its a secret!but,but,but....im not really happy today.fell so so so depressing.how can like that one right....mevis...you know the reason.you know,i know...siao.hafta sleep now.if not,my mummy will scream into my sexy ears.

bye<33

2008-12-24T15:35:00.003+08:00

more uth camp pics

2008-12-23T12:24:00.003+08:00

look at the 3 of us...so s***ty again!omgoodness!shou bu liao...for my goodness sake!soppy like to see me flash my boombs!oh~hao er xin de nu ren!!!do you guys agree with me?shes really ******!dunno what kinds of words to xing rong her.

and i do agree that,these few months we are getting closer than before.last time we were not too s***ty or biatch like now.think it was started at the church camp.and we cant stop it.my goodness.think we are addicted already.

haha~but quite fun.think the rest of you should join in.but if you are not this kind of ppl,think you better dun join.if not,you will puke or cry.coz we will force you to flash whatever is on you sexy body.if dun,we will stripe you!hohoho.do be careful of us!

if you are the same kind of us,you are wanted.lol.i was like advertising our gossip girls group.yest went for sexy/sayang baby's birthday.shes so sexy and pretty!cant stand her.shes just super sao la!same as her mum!sao family.do you know what kind of gift we gave her?make a guess......G-STRING!VERY SEXY ONE..there bright red,hot pink,purple,leopard printed and a normal kind one.most of them were liesy type.

oh oh no!

i nearly forgot!

mevis gf is coming back tomorrow!it is good to see her back!

welcome back mevis<33

2008-12-21T21:34:00.005+08:00

opps!

i stole it from shuting's blog too.

coz gt my face.lol

didnt manage to take pic pics with my group members.there were daniel,joshua,ivory,me and baoyuan.so sad.if noe i can post it on blog.theres more pics coming up.but im just too super lazy to post it.so i stole it.

so fast eh.church camp over.now,uth camp oso over.time really flies!if can,i will ask god to bring me back to an infant.so that i could do things all over again without mistake.and do the right decision.

a few more years i will be in the working force after i fin my studies.if suay,i will have a bf.even more suay,get marry.this is bad!have no faith in marriage.for my goodness sake.dear soppy till wanna get marry and have her own 3 children.

+++even more suay,will have my own child/children.this even more worse.maybe i will die.but i think im thinking too much.but pray that all these thing wont happen.if not,i really dunno wat to do.

enjoyed the uth camp.beside the captains ball,the rest were still normal and ok.coz they were throwing tomatoes,bananas,cabbages and CHICKENS all over the place.all these thing will take over the captains ball.i nearly puke when i saw the chicken.so yucky!!!raw some more.soppy and me went to put on glaves.

my goodness sake.junrong kept saying me im a potianak!and he is a banana.hes full of banana smell.yucky!anyway,our conversation were quite funny and lame.lol.

oh oh no!

soppy post a short massage for me.she took my sexy pics to her blog.and all were so disgusting.even it is my pics,but i wanna puke ok. so yucky.so not myself.thing ive gone crazy after these 2 camps. so s***ty and biatch!eee...i cant stand myself oso.but i enjoyed it anyway.no harm trying difference things right? everybody will have their 1st time.more funny things are coming up.but dunno whats that.will discover when you visit my blog!lol.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SEXY/SAYANG REBECCA

AND

S***TY/FUNNY SOPHIA!!!

LOVE ALL OF YOU<33

2008-12-16T16:40:00.000+08:00

nice scenery in turkey

2008-12-15T19:36:00.002+08:00

look at my new bright red sunglass!nice or not?so hot hor.after the camp,i feel that im becoming more and more look a like like sophia and rebecca. so S***ting and biatch.hahaha

2008-12-14T22:00:00.020+08:00

hey my babies.
just came back from church retreat.
these are the pics i took.
pics are not in order.

SEMBAWANG AG 2008

FAMILY CAMP

LOVE IN ACTION

At Pulai Spring

we are force to dance

my dance partner

hot babe,jianhui and me

shang hai night

beside me is my "mama"

junrong's back view and my side view

performance.

the most prettiest one is right hand 2nd one

oursenior pastor emily

our turn to perform.

group call"4 gen ye cao 1 duo hua"

"rebecca is the hua"

the most "prettiest
"girl is the middle one.

wearing golden colour dress.

thats me.

shang hai night,most hot and qiao is this crazy lady.

out uth pastor,jie angeli

trying her best to pose.

lovely couple

kiss kiss kiss.

choco cheese cake

our S****

another part of the resort

hiao cha bor= shurong

jung rong's ex-wife=me

our door no. 0414

SEMBAWANG AG.

our church

crazy.hiao again.

linying looked like a ghost

door no.

the toilet

bedroom

like this light in our room alot:)

2 hiao

sophia & linying

look at This S***

ses poluting my phone.

linying's butt

again!

grr.

shou bu liao

yuck!!!

we the 3

brought this along to JB

my boyfriend

mr eugene

this boy boy very cute.

though we dunno each other

he just kept smiling to me.

we are singing

rebecca is singing 'ba wo di ai qing huan gei wo'

patrs of fashion show

our camp is from 11 dec-14 dec 2008.

and we kept molesting and sexy pose in our room.

im so ke lian.coz most sexy pose is me.keep asking me to pose here pose there.like a model.lol.so relax this time.alot of free and easy.and we went to enjoy our jaccuzi and steam ourself.same for the next day.but after jaccuzi and steam,we went swimming.fun fun!!!but after that daniel,lien and rebecca quarrel.for some minor thing.joshua.the funny guy.keep saying "cut it out.cut it out."they stop le he still say"cut it out"lol.funny right...maybe he thought that they still quarrelling.hmm...now come back from malaysia le but i still missy that place.hope next time can go there and enjoy myself again.

2008-12-10T13:57:00.004+08:00

i just wanna share this with you guys.

SHARING LIFE

DEEP IN OUR SOULS, WE ALL NEED

THE ENCOURAGEMENT AND

SUPPORT OF OTHERS.

The friends who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion,

who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can

tolerate not knowing, not cursing, not healing and face with us the reality

of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

-HENRI NOUWEN

Something Special in the Dining Room

-JOANNE SCHULTE

I could never have imagined how special my luncheon would turn out to be,

but i knew it would be diiferentt from all i had hosted previously, and i wondered why.

Each of the "young at heart"senior lady on the guest list thanked me for

her invitation and said how much she was looking forward to the day.

Although i often entertain, for some reason i was anticipant this event more

than most.

When the guests arrived, my house was sparkling clean, and everything

about to said, "Welcome ." Beutiful china and home grown flowers adorned

the table while food waited in the kitchen for the perfectmoment to be served.

The chatter of the ladies filled my dinning room like a ray of sunshine.

Sometmes i would interject a question od comment, but mostly i basked in the

pleasure of listening to them talk-getting to know them better in the process.

I wonder why i had waited so long to have this luncheon.

Because they were good friends, my guests felt free to talk about the physical

and emomtional pains they were experiencing, and i realized their beautiful,

smiling faces masked hurting hearts and bodies. However, this was not a pity

party i was winessing, but a sharing of common experience, a boning of

lives. From time to time heads nodded as if to say, "i understand." And now

and then someone would use her handkerchief to wipe away a tear. It would

have been diificult to say anything with the lump in my throat, but nothing

needed to be said just now.

After a long pause, one woman bowed her head and prayed out loud for the

cares and concerns that had just been expresseed. She prayed for only a few

moments, but what a difference those few moments made. Time was

suspended. Eyes did not open nor did heads look up right away. No one

spoke for quite a while, but the looks on their faces said their problems already

seemed easier to handle. Their eyes were full of thankfulness and hop. It had

been a special moment.

They semmed hesitant to leave, but as they did, each lady hugged me and

thanked me-expressing once again just how muchs he had enjoyed the

luncheon.

After i said good-bye to the last guest, i deliberately paused to let the warm

glow from the luncheon linger in my thoughts. I doubted any luncheon could

ever surpass this one. Those lovely ladies had been my guests. But because i

enjoyed them so much, i had the strangest feeling i had been their guest for

something special in the dinning room-along with Someone very special

indeed.

2008-12-09T13:50:00.004+08:00

MY HAPPIEST DAY!

guess what?

mevis called me today!!!

super happy!

didnt expect that she will call.coz never call before.woo~only she,jie rebecca and mummy wish me nia.but just her call is enough.i dont mind if others wish me birthday or not.

really happy!at 1st i tot who called me.kept hello hello hello.i nearly hang up the phone if she kept hello.but who knows,suddenly she said HAPPY BIRTHDAY! and i recognise the voice.is her!i was so shock.and we kept laughing.hahaha.

im so glad that shes my friend.and thank god for this kind-hearted friend of mine.she still remember my birthday.really thank you mevis.coz you called me you still have to pay the bill.lol.really thank you.hundred of thanks.your call makes me happy all day long.

we chat alot through the phone.enjoy talking to her.haas.shes my dear.for me to chose alot of friends or 1 friend,i will chose her as my friend again.shes alot better than others.like my outside or others friends.non of them wish me.but i dont mind la.forget about it.

coz birthday is just 1 day.something special or not something special.but nevermind.but really.1 good friend can change a person's life.really.if your friend is this type of character,more or last you will slowly more becoming that person.

if your friends are good,you will become good.but if is bad,you will becoming more like them.really.its true.so friends can be an impact of your life too.woo~too bad i hafta do something.if not we can chat longer.haas:)i really love her alot<33

thanks for your call<33

if you have anything wanna share,you can chat with me again.just that you hafta pay more.haa.

THANK YOU<33

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~

miss swan

2008-12-08T19:04:00.006+08:00

can you see this I LOVE YOU lolipop?

its from my darling sophia tan.she went to taiwan and bought us this.she gave me and shurong 1.each 1 of us has 1 this sweety.but i haven open and eat it yet.coz i cant bear to eat it.so cute.but i believe i will eat it 1 day.think i will eat it on thurs when we go to malaysia.lol.

well,time flies fast huh.now it already december.so fast.nxt month chinese new year already.hmm....really fast.it make me feel im getting older already.think next year im going to my granny hs only.coz my grandpa passed away.so no need to go his hs bai nian le.I will treat that this sweet is my birthday present from sophia.

oh!

nearly forgot!it my birthday tomorrow!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GERVIAN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~

Hoo~

blowing my birhtday cake here.

but in real life i dont have birthday cake la.

im 17 finally!

but i hope that i wont grow older anymore.

and i know this wish wont come true anyway.

once agian,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,TO MEVIS,TO SOPHIA,TO REBECCA AND TO ALL BIRTHDAY BABIES WHICH FALL ON DEC!

AND MERRY CHRISMAS!

HOHOHO!

2008-12-08T18:43:00.004+08:00

daddy bought us fishing yest.but this time is not fish.is prawn!daddy and fatty caught total 8 of them.2 were pregnant mummy prawns.i think the rest were males.coz they have tongs.and i realise the pregnant mummy does not have any.so i think is male with tongs anf female without tings.and so expensive leh!1 hr $15.

2hr $25.so total we spend $50 on the fishing ONLY!coz 2 person. $25 per person.but quite fun:)

2008-12-08T18:32:00.003+08:00

these foods are just too yummy.and its not expensive.we ate at japaness foodcourt in yishun NorthPoint.super nice.full of differnce jap's food.yummy:)and im sure mevis will like it alot!have her favourite peas oso.

there got sell those jap snacks,sushi ,fruits all these.maybe will bring her eat when shes back from cali.we saw alvin and kaiqi.they looked like a sweet couple. 1 dish shared by them.after that buy another food.they looked really happy to have one another.

a delicious food can make a depress person delight.believe me!

2008-12-08T18:26:00.001+08:00

my favourite!

its caramel milk.

nicenice.

but it has peanut smell.

so it make the whole thing abit weird.

2008-11-28T14:13:00.006+08:00

Wa biang!

dunno who take away my cable!

i cant use to up load my pics again.

so angry!

well,

dunno why,

these few days felt so depress.

not sure what im depressing about,but just feeling down.maybe my exmas are coming.

but,

im happy coz i can leave this stupid,dirty sch!

dunno what to do during holidays.must be very boring too.lifes in singapore are just so meaningless though im a singaporean.nothing new.

yest went out with shurong.

so went to watch Wildchild.

not bad.

quite nice actually.

watch at the cathay.quite alot of people watching.

enjoy going to town.

coz can see alot of handsome ang mo.lol.

hmm~

think will up load those pics next time den.

gtg study now.

see ya:)

miss swan

2008-11-26T20:31:00.005+08:00

THIS IS THE PHONE I WANT!

crazy.

today after sch went for a job interview with yee leng.but i think we dun wan that job already.coz dun match our quality all these...you know where is the interview place?Tiong Baru.siao...so far right?!at first we thought is a good job for us.coz they want students oso.but who knows we need to work for 9 hrs.maybe sometimes still got last min thing.hafta replace them.6 days per week.siao.i still need to go church de leh.

after that went to amk hub.went Sony Ericson to have our interview.but only fill the application form.den soon bian looked for our drean hp.yeeleng and i very zhong xin de...want support sony ericson.i want is G900 i think.so nice and smart eh that idiot phone...which makes me fall in love with it.but no $$$ to buy.so sad.maybe 1 fine...day daddy will get 1 for me.hohoho...IM SONY'S BIG BIG FAN!

I WANT THIS COLOUR!

BRONW COLOUR DE...NICE HOR...

I THINK DE RED ONE NOT BAD TOO.

I WANT IT!!!

2008-11-25T12:43:00.005+08:00

okokok.
shall blog now. if not tania threaten me again.lol.

yest went back to see doc.coz my asthma did not improve.so hafta changed and add some medicine for me.and know who i saw on my way back?i saw johann.ah ha!he's working at the crab king coffeeshop there.with a guy in our sch too.

his hair grow longer le.looked like more girl girl.anw,he looks like a girl.life are so boring in spore.nothing new.not even fresh thing happen.spore,n-o-t-h-i-n-g!not fun at all.boring X100.not a big country oso.meaningless and stress.

not like england or the other country.though people will get missing easily,but good.can explore more den spore.juz look at usa.even its in the same country,but hafta take plane to get to another place.fun fun.

wen can i sit on plane again?to a far far place.far away from this country.to south africa i oso dun mind.juz to leave this place,and a new life out there.

i want to leave this place to another!

2008-11-21T20:21:00.004+08:00

back again.
todid not go for the Fire conference(night rally).coz hafta rest first.if not i cant breath den die.hohohoho.no la.coz still cant breath properly.some more all my medicine are drowsiness...so cant go out oso...

tomorrow den i go for that conference.at home so sian...nno body talk to me though still gt mummy amd daddy they all.shuromg and li en kept saying they miss me...haas.let them miss ba.im seeing them tomorrow anyway.mummy bought me a crocs shoe.same as rebecca but diff colour.hers is grey,li en is pink and mine is silver colour.

and i recieve the sample.free gift. foundation.jie oso have.coz she helped me to get den she oso get herself 1 too.

2008-11-21T09:27:00.006+08:00

CONGRATULATION TO MISS GERVIAN PHUA!

WA BIANG....

SICK AGAIN!

THIS MONTH I SICKY FOR 2 TIMES.

BUT THIS TIME IS ASTHMA.

crazy de...so yest went to visit doc.you know what?theres losa cockcroaches man!!!so scary. saw 1 of them went into the doc's room.den i heard a bang sound.maybe the doc catching that idiot.lol.nv went for keyboard lesson oso.

doc gave me 6 types of medicines.he said my fever went up to 38 degree.but im not that hot.maybe is the weather.yest super hot.and,i brush 5 times teeth.coz almost all the medicines are drowsiness.so im afraid that i might turn off and sleep.forget to brush.lol.

today having Fire Conference.but i go for the rally nia.coz have sch today.

and now...

i feel so sleepy after taking asthma medicines.

2008-11-19T17:59:00.002+08:00

woo~

having fever again!

second time.

nvm,these are the pics of our spagetti.

2008-11-19T09:34:00.004+08:00

Do you believe in GHOST?

Shall tell you all something.

but im sure its not i scare myself.

anyway,why should i bluff or scare myself with this type of things.right?

it was yest after sch.hafta take lift to go home.

and den,in the lift i heard something.abnormal.i know that when you are in the lift,you will hear the lift's machine sound.but this time,NOT.i heard a weird sound.something like breathing sound,but not really that sound.im not very sure of that.all i know is when reached the floor,i rush out of the lift.

felt so helpless and frightening.dunno shall i tell my mummy.coz everytime i told her,she will say no la...you heard the wrong thing.but im the 1 who experience it leh...why should i anyhow say?right?after that i took a nap.i was waken up by a weird sound.WEIRD SOUND AGAIN!if you did not listen properly,you will thought it was just a motorbike.but it was not!like something....i really dunno how to describe it,but im sure it not motorbike.and it was around 7pm.

after that,mummy woke up.she said she saw a black figure,tall,skinny and long hair in her dream.she was very sure that it was a devil.coz these type of evel spirit likes to disturb mummy.coz mummy love god and was very sensitive to these type og things.this is not the first time eveil spirit attacking her.i nearly freak out.

at night i dun dare to sleep well.opps!so ps!now dunno why,i cant sleep well like how i normal sleep.sleep like a pig.but i really dunno why!but thank god i manage to sleep after a long while.but wake up in the morn very early.is this abnormal?

next,this morn.i actually forgotten about those scary thingy.bath time!when i washed my my face,i felt something beside me.it was not my illumination.but when i open my eye,the feeling gone.i tried to wash my face again.to make sure.but the feeling gone.think im going to be crazy soon.

im just dunno why,im so frighten.so i wake fatty up.asked him whether he can acc me to take lift.to make sure im wrong.so told him to msg me if he heard something.whether or not,must msg me.he told me that he heard nothing!that scares me even more.coz if he heard that sound,that means is the lift's machine sound.but,im veryX100 that sound.

PLEASE!

im not trying to be funny.

but what am i going to do except praying.

please help me Lord.

to overcome all these thingy.

2008-11-18T12:24:00.004+08:00

like i said,
i wanted to watch Madacasca with shurong yesterday.and i did it!so nice and funny.laugh till dunno what.watch at 5.30pm.coz my sch ended around 4.05pm like that.

guess who i saw when buying tickets?jun yan and his girlfriend.so we raise our eyebrown by saying Hi.hahaha.i said maybe they will watch the same movie as us.but shurong said wont la...difference movie la...

but anyway,we chose couple seats.it bigger and nicer.seated in the cinema at 5.26pm.around there.den i saw a backview.so familiar.oh....it was him!Liew jun yan.lol.so,what i said is true.they seated infront of us.so i disturb him.by saying:"mr,you want some potato chips?"

he looked at me.SHOCK!den he realise it was me.so gave me a smile,there the movie start.shurong said his girlfriend kept turning back to look at me.maybe she wanted to see me face.hello,i only have a normal face.so,i dun think it a must to see my face unless you are in love with me!

maybe she's jealous.who knows.

ai ya!
dun care so much.after movie,went to have our dinner .and den home sweet home.

oh ya!
this morning i cooked pasta and bring it to sch.shuxian,yeeleng and me cooking!i hate cooking!!!but no choice.waited for the water to boil.and its making me crazy!i waited for almost 20mins just to let the water boil.siao.but thank god my pasta is adible.not bad oso...hohoho.

im not going to cook for my whole life i think.so,those who marry me,maybe they will turn into a skeleton.lol:)

how?
shang hai night!
what im i going to do with it?
i hate that!
i dunno where to borrow the custom!
whom shall i borrow with?
GRR!

2008-11-17T14:29:00.002+08:00

wa biang....
mistake and blur blur again!

actually sch starts at 1pm.but i remember the wrong timing.i thought 12pm.so went out of the hs at 11.40am.waited for my friends for almost 1 hrs man!my legs are so tired.but it was my fault.cannot blame them for late.

today's rain like free de...so heavy.so hafta take cab to sch. but actually,everytime it rrain,we will take cab.coz unbrella oso no use.some of the lazy pigs dun bring umbrella out.so if share,still get wet oso.

but now no more rain le...wanted to watch Madacasca with shurong.but dunno when oso.yay...my birthday next months.but dun think will celebrate la.not use to it.coz mummy they all oly bring go eat nice nice foods.so we oso called it celebrating.

oh no no!
church camp's theme is shang hai night leh...my goodness!

2008-11-16T22:27:00.004+08:00

so sudden!

I MISS YOU!

GONG GONG<33

HOPE TONIGHT I WILL DREAM ABOUT YOU!

IM MISSING YOU AGAIN!

DUNNO WHY.

BUT I KNOW 100% FOR SURE,YOU ARE ENJOYING YOUR LIFE IN HEAVEN:)

2008-11-16T20:54:00.004+08:00

woo~
sickening.
wa biang...

i forgot that this fri im having a fire conference and dentise appointment.crazy.i planned not to go sch on fri.but dunno can or not.coz im having SOT.not that crazy that sot,but is an important thing. think 40% for my CA ba.not very sure.

well,
i think,
my fei wen is not going to stop anyway.maybe forever.so what now?sophia tan keep teasing me and joshua!so ps to face him.i was like what the...dunno what to say,but just smile like a crazy girl.

nobody is going to help me get out of this matter.what if this fei wen goes into his mother's ear?some more she is a pastor.maybe we are just too crazy,and little childish.coz what if he dun like?coz he is a mature man.a pastor's son some more...

and new to our church also.he nt ps but i very ps leh.so dun dare to talk to him.lol.hope all this will stop la.if old people nevermind la...like daniel all this still ok la...sophia they all think too much le ba...dunno where to put my face.haa.

but play with daniel was fun.he knows how to pei ta with me...lol.but,it still quite fun after all.hohohohohoho.

by,
mrs______:)

2008-11-14T09:09:00.004+08:00

wat the...
you this fool is a fool to married that fool!siao.i know we are in your black list.but at least we did not do anything to you hor!si-tu-pi!for nothing will get scolding from you.is it your husband too long never say I LOVE YOU den you are not balance?

and dun try to be funny!dun act as if you sare a rich fool,you can anyhow looked down on people!act what rich taitai?you are oso a fool in our eyes.so dun ever use your daughter to compare with us!

Phua saikang!another one.so lazy and iresponssible kang!lazy pig!!!alwatys let us go so early...i think you wan to go home early.so let us go.though we are happy to go home early,but not liddat.and always late for lesson!+teach half way,missing.without teaching oso!

your hp bill is free or wat?or you have too much money but dunno where to spend on?always call parents...call,call,call...think you are too free man!and,always send latter to parents.your hs too many paper to use ar?so keep sending letters.siao.

I HATE ITE TEACHERS!!!I HATE HATE HATE!!!GRR.ALL ARE FOOLS!

2008-11-12T17:16:00.010+08:00

this is my qing ai de.li en:)

LOOK LOOK!!!

ERIN WAS IN MY NIKE BAG!!!

do we looked alike?

our hairstyle is almost the same:)

pastor emily's birhtday cake.

made by aunty Billion

super yummy cake!

the choco is just so rich!!!

yest was just so fun.
went to Ruby Suit in OCC to help up to decorate those party stuff.helped to blow ballloons.but dun dare to tigh up.just in case the balloon burst.im SCARE of that. so eee....

it was pastor emily's 51 birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Had chicken rice as our dinner.cooked by uncle xinzai i think.yum yum.actually wanna play twenty cents.but pastor arrived.FINALLY ARRIVE!so happy.aunty billion bluff her that she will bring her to eat hot & spicy steamboat.but end up at there. than we played a game,den after that the performances start.uthies sang a song called peng you.edited by linying.hohohoho:)

i love the cake most!
super yummy i tell you.the choco is just so rich.it too yummy for me to describe.you will know it when you taste it.Mmmm~~

anyway,i enjoyed alot.and im going for a holi at malaysia on dec.and den uth camp at dunno where.all i know is wulu wulu place.pray that we wont encounter any FUNNY THING there.god will protect us yea?im very sure of that!

and then,my dear mevis will come back to spore on 24 dec!!!which is sophia's birthday.think we can celebrate her birthday together(DFWW)YAY!

oh~
hafta go now.i want my FOOD!!!

2008-11-10T17:20:00.002+08:00

T 3
but pics of us oly

2008-11-10T16:56:00.009+08:00

uncle's wedding

the foods fir buffet

sea oconut dessert

the groom and the bride for that day

opps!did nt adjust properly at hm

modeling

this's my uncle

first time taking pic with him

the bride named mingyue

first time oso

opps!

sorry!

wrong place

anyway,shurong looked short huh...

nice wedding cake