woo~finally got my own blogskin.shu xian and i were trying to put pic in my blogskin.this blog quite naughty.dun wanna follow us.haas.but i wan to have some decoration on it.but dunno how to do it.sad:(

but,it ok.now i realise that my blog look a bit like feli's blog.but i did not copy hers.it jus a bit diff from hers.hers is blue colour.mine is violet.but i think im going to change to the other clolour.not really match my octo.hmmm...

wondering how feli did that.so clever in coms.but not me.im stupid in this.i wanna to have a better skin than this.i mean the background.sure one day i will find my dream skin,yea?

oh.yesterday mummy and xiao feng brought grandpa to TTSH.to have a blood test all these.and take some chemo medicine.the worse part is,he's going to undergoing 5 weeks of chemotherapy.poor him.

i cant imagine if i was him.but i rather dun do it.so miserable.but i can say he is a strong man.he will face his prob instead of running away.he is my good role-model,yea?

this my shell.i created it yesterday.haas.her name is ms shell<33

me&shu xian's creation

my boat

snake on board

hey!is me again to post.nothing much to say today.but feel ok after a torturing pe lesson.ms regina made us run 4 1/2 rounds.around our shc's carpark.this feeling was terrible i tell you.

coz im having a flu,and my lungs are full of dirts and im having a blocking nose.i was like not enough oxygen to breath.at that moment,i thought im going to die.lolx.cant imagine that.

but still got to run.if we fail our NAPFA test,we can use this marks.so hafta jia you.in order to get good marks.and i got a silver for the running.thank god for that.these few days dun fell quite good.but thank god for everything.

and...jie angeli and kor iz actually brought mummy and xiao feng for an expensive lunch.japanese restuarant.kushimbo.hee.is in Suntec City.dun get to eat.coz i hafta attend sch.coz im having exams nxt week,than holi.so i think i wont be posting for 3 weeks.ow...i miss my blog.haas.

last sat went SETTLERS with the uth.it full of diff board games.and i think our table was the most crazy ones.we kept shouting like we juz came out from dunno which monster planet.haas.especially when we played UglyDoll.if im not wrong.

we kept shouting UGLY UGLY UGLY to get the cards that we wants.quite fun actually.and without notice that,my watch dissapear.so sad leh.it cost me $42 you know...some more is my ang boa money leh.i used my own money leh!grr.really sad.

dunno which culprit took it away.though they think im ok to lost my watch.but i really love that watch alot.i cant live without watch.sometims you might see that im not wearing,but it inside my bag.but sometimes i really forget to wear.so i always take a look at my hand as in i thought i wear it.

I WANT MY WATCH BACK!!!

if really cant get back,hope can buy a new one to replace it.nice nice watch.haas.i love to wear watch.coz i can know what time is it.and whether im late or not.think i can get new phone within these few moths.coz my line is up.hehehe.

jeanettte aw.

oh.her armpit!

yu nu

who do you think you're?

so,who do you think you'er?when your friends left you behind,you will always come to me,and juz to kept you accompany.but when all your friends comes to you,you will always left me behind.jus like a unwanted friend.

when she came back,you and other friends will talk to her,tries to make her feel welcome as she came back frm a long distance.when i tried to join you guys,no one will talk to me,but to leave me alone instead.like i dun wanna join you all.

as for now,i dun believe in friendship already.ppl use to say:"friends forever,sisters forever..." now,i dun believe it anymore.as most of my friends think that im very easy to be used by them.so they starts to take aventages of me.

in the past,i used to trust friends alot.even they cheated me i oso dunno.i still treated them with whole-heartly.now,some of my friends asked me that why you like so cold-hearted.i usually will say:"got meh?im like that de ma..."but down indside my heart,i know the answer.

to prevent those sad and hurtings,i've try my best to get away from these type of things.i've always been back-stab.and i know who's that person is.i dun wanna say it out is i still think that we still can be friends.like my mummy always tell me,"1 more friend is better than 1 more enemy." and i've try very hard to achieve it.

finally today i saw you on the bus.every thurs and fri,i always hoping to see you aboard the bus.but when i wanted you to aboard,you will nv aboard it.but when im not thinking of will you aboard,you will always appear infront of me.

this is how wo dui ni de si nian.do you understand?though we are stranger to each other but just dunno why, i will miss you when i dun get to see you.but today,i get to see your back and side view for a long time.coz there are lots of ppl who block me by looking at you.

normally,i dun get to see you for long time coz there are lots of ppl blocking.haas,today,i saw you carrying a black bag.whick looked very heavy.first time seeing you carrying a bag!normally you wont carry a bag with you.you always empty-handed.

and today you did not wear si zhuang.you wore blouse with a jeans.you had a beautifull body-shape.coz you had muscles.you are a muscle man.you really look fit whetever you wear.hmm.maybe i too miss you.that's why now im posting this entry about you.hope to see you every thurs and fri.was hoping everyday to get to see you.but only these 2 days.

was hoping to know what's your name is and your num!!!hass.ppl fall in love with ppl they know.but im just so silly.fall in love with those who are stranger like you.today saw a woman knock onto you.but your gentle eyes look at her,and your sexy lips saying:"it ok".wow.it gives ppl a very comfortable feel.

when getting down from the bus,i saw a girl looking at you oso.without turning,but juz stare at you.i was wondering did she fall in love with you.haha.so fast fall in love le.so kua zhang.hmm.i was talking to that girl dun fall in love with you please.but of coz,i was talking in my heart la...not face to face.if not she migt think im a nut,yea?

dunno you had a gf or a wife,but hope you dun have any.haa.im bad huh.but in our age,i think it was juz puppy love.i dunno this is true love or puppy love,as i did not get into a real relationship yet.but hope my first one is you.<33

this blog makes me wanna kill myself by knocking against the wall.my blood nearly splash out!grr.
coz wen i wanna change to a nicer blogskin,it juz lyk kena delete away.arg!!
really angry.but now i think ok le ba...hee.will post more tmr.

apple falling,apple falling...

from the tree,from the tree...

take up the apple,take up the apple...

123,456...


this children song is nicholas taught me when he went to school.cute huh<3

yesterday went wild wild wet.hehe.so glad that im dark a bit le...but too bad jie rebecca not bringing her two adorable children with her.coz nicky bleed badly in the middle of the night.so he cant go with us.as for our little princess,is too ma fan for jie to bring her along too.

if bring her,we had to take turns to take care of her.so jie decieded not to bring any of them along.some more they are in their lalaland.it was a good weather,sometimes hot,sometimes ok.and brought sandwhich there.there are picnic ham,bread,cucumber and lettuce.yummy.

after swimming,we went to foodcourt and had our lunch.chicken rice.it's the most delicious food in the foodcourt.so yummy.really.maybe next time you all can try.in downtown east also de.

den we headed to 1 of their shopping mall without knowing what's the name the shopping mall.

sabrina went to drew her money and we stand outside yogurt shop.and i notice there are 2 handsame guys in the other shop.dunno what's the shop name,but only know they are selling branded shoes.soo handsame leh the 2 guys.there are 3 guys actually.but 1 of them not really handsome.hee.but really enjoy it very much.^^

hello everybody!im back!hmm so sad to hear about si chuan's earthquick.it terrible i tell you!
some of our china church members came from there.but thank god that nothing much happen to their family in si chuan.so many plauqe happening within these few days.

1 of my friend told me that is the heaven want to take back 20k ppl from earth.but as a christian,we knew that it not heaven wants to take back those ppl.is because ppl on earth create too much sins.one day there will be alot of plauqe,wars ,diseases outbreak all these.

all these were written in the bible.all these are signal for us to get ready for jesus 2nd coming.if you don't believe,you can turn to revalution of the bible.read and look around you.and you will believe it.if not,how come 1 of china's temple was burned down without reason?maybe you guys will not believe what i had said.

lets not talk about those sad things anymore.yay!tomorrow going wild wild wet with jie they all.yippy!so happy.oh,you must be wondering why i can update hor.coz,now im in jie rebecca's hs again.im a unwanted child.so after sevice went there.no la.coz later mummy and daddy going dating.so i dun want to be their dian den pao.the weather is soO hot man!!!really cannot make it man!!!grr.^^

my love for him

today im in a very good mood.coz,i saw my bus admirer!really happy.i have not been seeing him for almost 1 whole month leh.so sad.can you imagine if you have parted with you girl/boy friend for a long time like this?

although we're strangers.but i like him alot!you how i saw him this morn?im living in AMK and he lives in Bishan.so,everytime i will aboard the bus first,than follow by him.today im thinking that i won't be seeing him any more as in i cant see him for almost 1 month.when the bus reach his bus stop really,i cant see him.and the bus was too crownded oso.but who knows that,when i turned to my right,i told myselt that how come that gut hair looks like grass.coz he made his hair ma.

than when he turn,is Him!!!ah~i was like smiling to myself like an idiot man!was really too happy to see him.my darling!!!and,he wore the same shirt with another guy.but the sueh thing is,im having a stomachache.idiot hor!but still very happy to see himtmr is the last day i get to see him if we aboard the same bus.last time every wed,thurs and fri i can see.but not now. only thurs and fri.hee.still in a good mood now<33

this is nadd's croco.is for the game selling yesterday.we are having a project.it quite fun.but very tiring.i was at my stall waiting ppl to come and play.but for that period of time,nobody.so i went to nadd's stall.while tania having a psp'competition' with wei qiang they all.so i sat next to nadd playing with this noisy croco.at first i thought it just a gift.but who knows that it was part of their game.lolx.but they don't mind the la hor?!laying half way,edwin said need to pay him 20 cents for this croco.but he just kidding the la.and i oso won't care so much about it.haas.but at least he did not insist me to pay.not like some ppl.must give.so at least,so nice of him.

this is my school graduation certificate.i had graduate from my former sec school.chong boon sec.to get this stupid cert,i had to wait for jun lonh 2hrs you know?!so long leh.but lucky tania kept me acc.or else i thing i would be rotting in these 2hrs time.had a good chat wit him yesterday.he is a good-nature guy.no temple de.so those girls who are after him,maybe you have a good taste though,he might not be very handsome.and,he always said that he is very handsome.which always make me wanna puke infront of him.hee.but he is my very good male friend.we are very open and feel-free with each other.and we are still keepingh in touch.most of all,we had been friends for 5 years.really treasure it.

eating in sumo-house(japan restuarant)

met up jie rebecca on tues night after school.coz she wanna buy nicholas's detergent.it running out soon.it just happen that daddy wanted to bring mummy to sumo-house for a japanese dinner.actually,daddy only wanted to go with mummy alone.coz he wanted to 'bu hui' her mother's day.as i said before,she could't join us when we when to the beach.

so,me and jie rebecca planed that we will go sumo-house,but not going in.to peep at them.hee.at first daddy's eyes look at us.but maybe due to his 'lao hua yan',he cant see us.second time the same.third time,he finally saw us.he asked us to go in and join them for dinner.but we ate already.just went in and at some delight.so poor thing.we are their 'dian den pao'.hee.

life is getting harder and harder.sometimes dunno whether what you do is right or wrong.and it getting irretated too.and i really hate it.maybe got is testing me and who knows right?!and sometimes you might not know are your decision correct or wrong.and without reason,they will shout or yell at you.this is so.....grr you know!!!

just like 1 of the brown/black skins ppl.they are soO....you know.sometimes i might afraid that i will lost my temple,juzt wanted to slap their face,pull their hair or maybe,just to give them a BIG kick on their stomach or even to their ass.really!!!

just dunno why,these type of skin ppl will irretate the whites.by copying our home work,keep asking things that are not related to the topics,or to scold you vulgarities if you don't wanna lend them things that they ask.and sometimes it just happen that i scold them idiot in my heart.coz i can't stand these type of ppl.and they are hust like a bunch of monkeys you know!just too angry with these monkeys!

if they are in wrong,they won't admit for their wrongs.but if the white do wrong,they will scream and yell at your face.so irretating.oh.im not saying you,nadd.is just some bunches of monkeys outside or in our class.just can't stand them.if can,i would like to ask god stop creating these type of monkeys!really!!!GRR...

look what are we doing?!we are doinh WATER BALLOONS!we are not playing for our own sake.we are doing for tmr's sales.we sell our games,by using water balloons.this game goes like this:we will place our balloons on the board i think,than we will ask ppl to use stones and throw.to see who will burst alot of balloons,and we will give them prizes.hmm...was wondering who will get the grand prize~

while waiting for daddy's call to go to beach,i took some pics of myself.and i know im quite zi lian,yea?haas.nicky was at my hs.so daddy had to send him back to his parents who is in AMK Hub.and i took a pic of me and him.

felicia chin always look great in dramas or for magazines cover page.really like her alot.she has a ci siang and freindly look.her look always let me fell comfortable.dun worry.im not a lesbian.this is call xin shang ok. hee.hope 1 fine day i will be like her also.be an actress and look great whenever i go.

so sweet of her.

after uth service,i went to subway to buy their cookies.it very nice.so i bought total 6 of them.plan to celebrate mother's day with these cookies.no money to buy expensive stuff or nice food for her,but to buy some cookies.so sorry mummy!but she's ok with it.she said as long as we had a heart to buy,thats wonderful already.

daddy plan to have a picnic at changi seaside.but she had to attend a class.about healthy foods and how to cook.so,daddy brought me,xiao feng and granny instead.these are some pics that taken at the seaside.the food we ate are bbq stinggrey,chao nian gao(cooked by granny),steamed big prawns(by granny also) ,chicken rice,veggie & some fruits.after eating,we had our small & cheap dessert. ICE-CREAM!haas.although we did not celebrate in restaurants,but we really appreciate it.<33

hello!juz changed this blogskin in the morn.so now i think it alright le ba.hee.but,this blogskin really sickening.waste almost 2 hrs making juz this stupid blog.but still waiting for joy's fren to create a nice skin for me.

but not now.they're having exams.so nust be considerate.i find that this blog not bad.juz a bit ma fan la.but soon will have my personnel skin.cant wait to see!!!hee.later im having mrs andy's lesson.hmm.a bit sian.later maybe get to see my future jiu ma.

coz im going to my grandpa hs to give him the hospital letter.about his scanning/x-ray reciepe i think.haa.hope when i go can see her.yup.will see you guys on tuesday.ok.bye

ms gerviansbeach

hehe.hi~
my lonely octo,33
trying to act like octo.but failed.
coz it looked like kissing.

so boring that i wanna entertain myself

tasty meal book.
nice bbq pork chop<33

woot!
im here to post something.my uncle is getting married!oh my goodness.he's marrying a thailand-chinese woman.so,she's becoming my jiu-ma/jiu mu soon!!!

and,they juz knew each other for 2 months + only leh.lolx.but my that woman told my mum that,1 of the ppl gave her 5 men photo.i think is marriage agent gave her.some thing like siang qing ba...but she choose my uncle.

not that my uncle not good la.his's not bad.but juz that his mouth cannot make it.coz he used to smoke last time.and he love to drink.so,his mouth had a wierd smell actually.haa.and his hs oso cannot make it.very dirty.his floor was sickening.very sticky.full of dust and dirt.really.

but some ppl says,if you really love that guy,you will not really care.so i think is true.but we pray that if that woman really love him,let their ROM sucess.but she does't love him,let their ROM don't suceed.coz you know why?

because,their marriage no need to cost so much. juz ROM will do. no need gifts or wat...juz ROM oly.can you imagine?1!than liddat they very happy le.coz my grandpa want to see him getting married.and he oso wants to carry grandson from him.coz he cannot wait.he suffered from cancer.lolx.

but i saw her once in the AMK Hub oly.no more liao.but now she's staying ay my uncle hs with my granpa.
may god blessed their marriage ba!

love,
miss phua

our lunch.mashed potato with cheese.
yummy!dis was tania de
mine!
trying to act cute, tania?

our new OFC teacher,mrs andy.

she came frm indonasia all the way
to singapore.

playing monopoly in student hub.
nadd.our banker
jasmine,tania,me,shu xian,yi fang,ayu and nadd.